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27th January 2017, 08:22 |
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Last edited by kinsei; 3rd March 2018 at 10:12.. |
27th January 2017, 08:34 |
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"Sometimes, people ask a lot of questions about why..when..where..what if.. and hell, anything! They don't have patience to live with no answers.
But the truth is, either they have their answers from the very first start. Or else, they will have their answer later, they just haven't seen it. Yet."(shiren) I'm one of them. Who is always looking for answers and reasons why something happened the way it did. Involving life and death and after life. But someone gave me a great lesson, an important one about life. Her name is Gilang. We are friends since 8th grade, not the best one, but the good one. Good enough to talk about what are we dreaming of and what will we do after reach our 30's. She said "I want to live until i am old and gray". I laughed at her and replied "Why it's so simple after all ? you should wanting more like married with a rich man and travelled around the world". She smiled at me. And in moment i didn't know what it means. Until last year, we were 30. And for the past 4 years. She fought over something. It was cancer. It was unpredictable. At least for me and her other friends. I hate cancer. Who doesn't ?? But for now, it's not about cancer. It's about how people act around it, around Gilang. Once, she called me and talked with me after her surgery and said "Ren, I'm so grateful having these people who always there for me, who love me and care me. But today, i felt so lost. One of them said that i must be patient and grateful because what i've been going through is a pathway to purging my soul" I cursed who said it to her. I'v met her at hospital before her chemotherapy. There was a 11 years old girl who also had cancer. So she needs to be purged as well? It was bullshit. Figuratively of course. People have their own battle. If you can't speak something nice. You should shut your ****ing mouth. Well, not everyone has empathy for sure. I've watched her family's eyes get darker. Her husband and her children. It was disaster. And miserable. They did almost lost in hope. As i remember she has a pair of beautiful eyes, a pretty face, a smoothy skin. And she was friendly, loveable, and she qas very devoted to her God and her religion. And that made me raise a question : Where was He?? Why did He allow this to happened to good people?? Clearly, there are so many bad people in the universe. Why did he picked her?? I keep asking. We all need her to keep living. So we asked her to never stop fighting. Even when she told us that she's tired, we forbid her. Kinda cruel, hein? But yeah, for years she fought! We keep in our faith. -It is bearable. No matter what the cost, she will win this battle- And it was July, 11th. Me and my friends, we keep persistent to see her. We were too busy with ourselves and never seen her for months. So there we were. It was 2 p.m, at hospital. Her pretty skin getting darker. Her beautiful eyes so yellow, her hair is very thin but she was the most amazing girl i've ever seen. When i hugged her, she said she's so tired. I stop asking her to fight it. I lost my words. "It will be okay" as i said. I kissed her cheeks. She smiled at me and said "Have mercy for the living one not otherwise". Somehow i know it's the time we must say goodbye. We all go back to our home at 4 p.m, and three hours after that, she is gone. Forever. Here i am now, Keep remembering her simple dreams about being old and gray. Keep remembering how beautiful she was, inside and outside. Keep remembering the battle she had fought. And for me, she's always be the winner. And so i keep remembering her last word, "Have mercy for the living". That's the answer i was looking for. |
Last edited by kinsei; 2nd May 2018 at 18:37.. |
27th January 2017, 08:49 |
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I love you with my broken bones
With every second passed and thousand wasted words I love you without oxygen Diving into deep like a stone and cursed by gravitation I love you without places And being friends with delutional cyrcle and let my mind walk around hallucination ~Hating you as hard as loving you in real circumstances~ |
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